the last saga of my favorite number

July is my most awaited month of the year... I expect something good most especially on the days which date has a 7.. the first 2 was really great... I really had a great time dealing with the moment that happened during those times.. But the latest was not that good... haay... how will I be able to survive all this things... I am actually suffering from this for about 4 to 5 years... I can't help looking back on the days that i found the happiness that i thought happiness... but as days goes by, i realized that it can not be found in just a single click... effort must be exerted.... two days ago, i had a realization about what someone told me... and i am really considering it right now.. i just pray that the Lord almighty will guide me in whatever journey that i will take... that i will be happy... for anyone who will be able to read this, thanks for your time... God bless you.. and yngat parati....